Monday, October 18, 2010

Ze Day After:

   After I momentarily lost my marbles, and reread my last post, I must clarify a few things.

1.) I don't love myself, but I am fine with who I am, most days.  Which is statistically good enough.
2.) I have felt this way for years.  I am not about to change over night to be a people pleaser.
3.) If you don't like it, sorry.



   THIS IS WHO I AM!!!!!!!!


I am small and mouthy.  I am sarcastic and dark.  I am overwhelmingly hard on myself, but it keeps me humble and conscientious. I'm not a bad person, even if you get the idea I may be.  I am my own worst enemy and that's it.

   I DO BELIEVE IN LOVE!!!! I really do, but do I think there is a guy out there who understands me and isn't afraid to stand up for me or sit still with me for decades? notsomuch.  I'd love to be way wrong about this though. Being wrong can be the most fun.


   For now, I'm 23.  I don't have the answers.

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