Insomnia:

   So, on top of my severe anxiety and OCD, I was also diagnosed with severe insomnia because my sleep pattern, is well, non existent. I was up for 52 hours straight a week ago because I wasn't tired.  Then, I'll turn around and sleep from 9-11 in the morning and be fine for another two days....On a "normal" night, I'll be up until at least 4.  And only fake or half-sleep until 9.  My brain is lying to my eyelids, saying that I really am asleep when my eyelids and the rest of my body know, the sleep I am getting is a lie. It's like faking with your eyes closed so no one bothers you because they THINK your asleep..... . . .. . ... . . . . ...I hear everything. I hear the house settling and the hot water heater kicking on, I hear the pipes aching in the walls and I hear my parents wake up at 5.  

   And just as you think I am complaining, yet again, you'd be proud to know, that while I am awake, I am job hunting.....yes. At 3 in the morning.  Funny right? Not the only thing.

  Because the medicine I've been given, cracks me up!!!! It comes in this blue case like a birth control pack. And I guess the pills hate light and want to sleep in their little BC pack, because there's a warning on the label that tells me to keep the case in the dark.  

   And to remind you, I'm taking this medicine for INSOMNIA, but there is a red warning that says this medicine may cause drowsiness....NO DUH!!!!!!!!

Tonight I'll be watching Hedwig and the Angry Inch.  That's really it for me. good night lovelies.